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So I'm having a "low self-esteem day"
What does that mean? I have them so rarely that I hardly know myself. This sounds arrogant, but I am usually confident in myself and my abilities. There are a few exceptions: dancing and females... not in that order. But there are days, and I know everyone has them, that I just don't feel like myself.
What!? Pete? In a moment of weakness? What on earth is this?
I dunno... these days are few and far between, thank goodness. But today I felt inept, pathetic, and just icky, I guess. It has to do with the fact that I'm behind on my Circle K work and that I'm having trouble stirring up "interest" on campus (socially).
Now, don't get me wrong... it's not like there's no interest anywhere... but this campus seems like such a difficult social scene to break into. I'm having difficulties meeting new people that are interesting to talk to, and so on.
Ok... enough bitching... back to the real world. I'm sure I'll feel better in the morning.
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Jotted down just to keep you mystified on Nov 4, 2001 at 11:30:08 PM |
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